In this holiday, seems like I didnt really get a good rest.

After the graduation, I've to deal with the problem unsettle when I was at KML. I took half a month to totally heal myself. After it, I've to face the interview for education course. Finally it has ended. Then the intake of USM is announced..

Lucky for me, I dont have to make the decision of going to USM or UPU. I think lat has killed a lot of brain cells to make a such a decision.. But what is in my mind is.. From so many people I've known at SMSS, 5 of them went KML with me.. Now only left 2 got the possibility to go UM with me. The cross roads in our life diverged all of us. C'est La Vie? Maybe..

Now.. I'm expecting the trip of going to Sibu to be enjoyable. I heard that UPU is going to be announced when I'm at Sibu. What a coincident..

If it goes this way, then Sibu trip makes a bigger meaning to me. At least I'll know whether it is the last time I meet with them or not. Can I cry? Not really feel sad. Just feel like wanna try crying for separating.. Feel excited of doing it.. LOL.

I hate the waiting of UPU.. At least lat now already know what will he do at university although it is lousy. Haha. But I'm still in the midst. I can predict nothing.. =.= Now my feeling is like when I was deciding to go for matriculation or not. That time, I gave up what I was pursuing. I didnt even take my pursue as a consideration. Will this time be like that? Gave up what have been guiding me this whole year? Hope not..

3 more weeks to go. There is a definite that I'm going to say bye to Xj. Lat? Maybe we will saying hi to each other across a sea.. Haha.

UM or USM? I know God will decide for me.. Lead the way, God..