Last Time

Today is a memorable day. Why? Because today is my last day online in computer lab in KML. Why? Because today is the last time I having ict class in KML. Why? Because this week is the last week of my first sem. Why? Haha. Time to stop typing why. I afraid there are eggs flying towards the monitor of my blog reader. Haha.

Today is bout the accesories on my property. Should have used "keychain". But they doesn't seems like keychain indeed. So I claimed them as "accesories"..

This one is my pencil case. Er.. Bought in January I suppose. At first I was planned to use in SSSS. However.. I went KML. Too bad that I cant list it in Cky's research. Haha.

Er.. Notice there is something look weird?

YA!!! MY KEYCHAIN IS MISSING!! Damn it. The day I lost my dogbone keychain, I was so damn moody. Lost the mood to talk and eat. My dogbone keychain is so gorgeous, fashion, and most important, it just fit the style of my pencil case. T.T It was a gift from Hush Puppies for buying so damn expensive clothing. Ya.. It's the one you see during form 5. Hai.. Till now I'm still heart broken for it. T.T Damn. Irreplaceable. I plan to replace a bicycle on it. But.. I think dogbone fit the most. OMG! It's just ... heart brokening..

Spot my phone? Curious what's bout? Haha. I like the background of the picture. Blue light.. Wonder what's it? Haha. It's Emily's cooling pad. I hate it very much. Because it's just annoying. Cant just off the light? =.= I like this picture very much. Little bit artistic and.. It is significant. Haha. Not forget to mention, this picture is taken by Ah Bao. Haha.

Nah.. It is the picture above about. Haha. From left to right. P for Ah Bao. E for Emily. T for Tzy. Actually it's a gift from Ah Bao since they went to KK. That night I was actually thinking where should I hang this tiny little T. But Emily decided for me without asking me. She just grab my phone and hanged on it. =.= After all, I realised that it formed a word of PET. Then we start to snap photo. Ah Bao even borrow her friend's phone that live at nearby to snap this pictures. Funny.. In the process of snaping photo, we did many stupid things. Like taking a ruler to make sure my fringe look straight. =.= Dont bully a person with mushroom head k? Lol.

This is a my birthday present from Leong. It's a Bros bottle. At first I didnt plan to use it. However, my green Bros is time to have its retirement. Haha. Although it's exactly the same with pirated Chang Vun Yiing's, I didnt mind bout it at all. First, I have not much chance to meet her. Second, it's love from Leong k? Haha. The day I brought it to KML, I realised Leong brought hers too. But hers is a size smaller. And CKK bought a new Bros also. Same size with mine. I love myself for being such observant. Haha.

This is the Pig hanging on my Bros. Er.. It do make some difference between mine and pirated CVY's right? Haha. It's a gift from Emily. Since she went KK also. This pig made me feel annoyed. Why? Because with its cute face, I have no idea where to hang it. =.= Eventually.. I found that it match with the purple colour of my Bros so I just hang it there. When Emily saw it, she claimed that it doesnt match. Hey.. I already tried my best to find the most match pair k? Sweat. Not forget to mention, that isn't my palm.

I'm actually afraid that I'll lose the accesories again. And I received warning from Emily already. Damn it. So many complain. =.= I hate to hang accesories on my bag is because of this reason. But this is the first time I lost my accecories on my pencil case. Damn it. Heart broken again. T.T

Again

Again.. Ya.. Again., I've to back into KML. This time, I didn't feel anything. Just that.. I HATE PACKING. =.=

I afraid that I left my things at home. Especially those important one. I can only say that Sandakan is boring if you cant hang out too much.

Miss Ah Bao, the one who look alike with Xj said that she doesn't want to see me. Because she doesn't want to back to studies. Ha! Always the Ah Bao I know. Neither do I like to study. But we cant stop the time from moving.. What to do? Eh.. Can anyone tell me the phrase that meant "this is life" how to spell? Pronounced as something like "C'est La Vie"? I'm always curious bout that but I dont know how should I check bout it.

October I'll be back again. Less than 1 month. =.= Really bored of packing things. Never mind. I'll go crazy during october holiday since that it is a sem break. Wahaha.. Hope that I able to enjoy le.

Hai.. Still that. Hey guys.. Do take care k? I love you guys!!! Hahaha..

announcement

Due to the CONCERN I've received recently, I was actually very very annoyed. =.=

Here is the announcement.. I DIDNT FALL IN LOVE INTO ANYONE~~!!

Phew.. Thanks for the concern ya. But sms doesnt mean anything. It's just a kind of communication.

In order to save my saliva, I chose to conclude in here. I love being single. So I wont that stupid to fall in love in anyone k? =.=

Gathering

Today I went gathering with ex classmates at D Venice.

Seems that I knew they'll be late, so I departed kinda late then Fah was claiming that he almost arrived. But then I met him when I was off from the driver seat of my mom's car. CHI~! That's called almost arrive? Your term of almost seems broad to you. Anyway, I feel very very very very sorry bout my forgetful. I knew explain do mean nothing. So I only can say.. Sorry...

The 1st one who arrived is Chu Ting Feng. He's always the 1 who punctual. While I guess the 2nd would be Leong? Caused she called me when I was still in my home. Sorry ya, Leong. I wasn't in Labuan. I didnt actually practice punctuality. Haha.

Hai.. Lousy D Venice. Not that I like to complain. But.. Cafe right? Nope.. Should be called as Fruit Juice Shop. It sells no coffee. What for it called cafe then? Sigh..

Time do changed all of us. Either look or attitude. I feel glad that we still have topic to chat bout. In our conservation, I realised Yean and Jac had became good friends. Few months ago, I suppose they dont have much chance to chat? But they are now more intimate than old time. Due to HUGE amount of girls in form 6 right? lol.

Those who further study in Sg talk pretty less. Er.. Sg forbid students to chat? Lol. Maybe they cant get used to the strange surrounding. Lack of the echo of singlish? Lol.

Out of the sudden, Bin arrived and said "Hey you guys.. so early? I thought should be 3.30pm?" Sweat. I found a new explaination for late. Some of them answered "You are actually early for 3.30pm." Haha. You guys.. Always the funny classmate I had.

Lat told Yean that my accent changed the most. Yean cant realise the changes although I keep talking in mandarin. Maybe I was actually controlling the accent. I admit that I'm a person that kinda easy affected by surrounding. I changed my way of talking is because of my dislike of explaining. So I would rather learn the way they talk, so that I can save my energy to explain.

Indeed I'm glad that I chose matriculation. Because I'm enjoying the freedom that I gained. Water shortage? So what? I like to do anything I like. I can always buy the thing I like without explaining to others.

Maybe form 6 have more fun than matriculation. With the best friend around during studies. Ya.. I do miss you guys. But freedom mean more than anything to me.

I heard that life of tertiary study is the moment that should be having most fun in our life. Er.. So I planned to enjoy myself. Hey.. Tertiary only have 5 years k? 5 years?! If you wanna work, you still got long way to go.. But in that 5 years? I must try anything I could. Collect the experience as many as I could. Have fun guys! Life is so short.. 5 years really will pass in a blink of eye.

Gladful

Sometimes, I just wonder that should I feel joyful when I'm in Sdk?

Without the busy that I always face in KML, I actually started having the emotion that I've been through for last few years.

Not that I hate those emotions. I actually feel glad that I had those kind of feelings before. Because they helped me in writing my composition and a lot of stuff. This is just a kind of experience. Different kind of experience.

But now... I'm no more a secondary school students. I hope to get a new life by trying new stuff. I feel glad that I chose matriculation programme. It allows me to experience hostel life, water shortage and college life. Although water shortage is sucks and I swear that I'll never stay in a hostel anymore, it do helped me in development of my EQ.

Recently, I m desperating for a book. Any book that related with psychology. Indeed, I'm always interested in psychology. Don't ask me that why I didn't futher study in psychology. The answer is.. Ya. I'll. But not by studying the course in university. THAT IS SO BORING. Cause I'm not interested in those freak mental disease.

I'm so desperating is because... I'm facing a strong rival. How strong is that competent? The truth is.. till now I still unable to guess how deep is the mind of the rival. Usually, after dozens of observation, I'm actually able to predict the deepness. But.. this time? Forget bout it. I couldn't try harder.

Maybe this is the point that makes whole thing become interesting. I'm actually enjoying in it. Have been so long time that I actually feel tactics is fun. Er.. 2 years ago? Suppose so. Try so hard.. just to make sure whole thing under your control. Believe me, DAMN FUN!! Haha.

With the losing that I've been through during Form 4, I actually tried to fix my weakness. Ya.. I did improved. I learnt not to underestimated anyone. I'm glad that I've been through that losing. Without that, I'm wondering, this whole thing is it that interesting anymore? Haha.

Conclusion, I know that the my probability of losing in this psycho war is bigger than winning. But.. I wont just give up like that. I'll fight till the end. I rather lose in pride than give up without doing anything.

Back

I'm finally back again. Yeah. Again. Haha. This time i already get used to the changes of surrounding. I took a time of bathing to cope with it. Yeah.. I'm improving. Haha.

Back to the water shortage. Kinda cool. My hostel have been stopped water supply for.. 1 week and 1 day. COOL MAN!! Leong slightly luckier than I did. 1 week only. Haha. Before I'm back, my block is the only block that have no water. Leong said a right thing, accept the fact that living in block D. Er.. I dont mind actually. I'm having fun in block D. And actually block D have many advantages too. Such as... the distance between block D and the gate is the shortest. Haha.

What makes me think that actually water shortage is not so big deal for me. Er.. I think i knocked my head recently. Lol.

Hai.. Hope that I will enjoy my raya holiday. All the best ah.. Haha.

Water shortage

Hai.. Sometimes I really dont know how I went through 3 months time in KML. Approaching 5th month indeed. 3 more days to make the history of 4 months.

Recently, I'm having depression. Because KML have no water again. Usually, it only stop for half day or 1 day. But now? History is repeating. My hostel have no water for... 3 days i think. All girls' hostel have no more water storage. But boys are still enjoying the flooding of water. =.= LAT~! Eventually I'll have to trouble you although I really not willing to trouble you since that you have to study too.

The surrounding of having no sound of water is actually very creepy and worrying. I did tell my mom. But she just claimed that I'm lazy. So I told her that, I'm willing to walk to the tank to get water even though block A. But.. THERE ISN'T A DROP OF WATER!!! =.=

Forget bout it. Complain to my mom is just nothing more nothing less than ask me to bear and the favourite sentence of her, "Since that you're already having so much suffer in KML, why dont you just get a nicer result?". Really gik chen. Everytime complain, I also will get this sentence as return. So now, I learnt to be clever. I dont complain unless my mom ask me that how I took my bath.

Hai.. I left 5 more bottles 1.5L of water storage. Yesterday I used 5 bottles of 1.5L to bath. How horrible. Anyone who curious how I did so, you can try in your home. In fact, it is the second time of mine. Hell ya. I thought history wont repeat. But I heard that somebody used 4 bottles and somebody even used 2 bottles only. =.= What a crap college.

I actually willing to carry water from boys' dorm. 1.0+ miles only ma. Journey of bare hand need 5 minutes only ma. What so big deal? I can do so ba.

But.. after carrying the water for such a "short" journey, do I still able to study? Do I able to finish mountain of homework? Do I able to pursue the syllabus I left behind?

Sometimes I really shout that "I CAME HERE TO STUDY!!! BUT NOT TO EXPERIENCE THE SUFFERNESS OF LIFE!!!"

Forget bout it. Any trials and temptation that given by God, I'll just accept and fight with it.

KML~~!!! I WILL NOT DEFEATED BY YOU AGAIN!!! AFTER I GRADUATE FROM KML, I SWEAR THAT I'LL BE A BETTER PERSON. A BETTER PERSON THAT WITH GOOD ATTITUDE AND ABLE TO FORBEAR ANY SUFFERNESS AND PROBLEMS!!!

But indeed, nobody can thrawt me from loving branded. No matter how difficult condition I been through in KML, I'll still continue being a brandedaholic. Haha.