星空

有一天，忽然之间听到朋友说，星空真的很美。

对啊，星空真的很美。我一直都喜欢仰望天空。

很辽阔，让人感觉很开朗。

尤其是晚上，不刺眼夺目的星星，很温和、舒服。

虽然喜欢，可是我却不曾抽空去欣赏。

其实很方便，只要我走出家门，躺在地砖上，就可以欣赏了。

或许我在等一个人陪我吧。一个安静的朋友。

各自躺在地上，想着不一样的事情也无所谓。

我只是想沉溺在这一份安宁里，去想一些会让我微笑的事情。

其实我觉得双修的夜空，我会比较感兴趣。

或许是因为我与朋友之间的回忆都在那儿吧。

在那里冥想，感觉不只沉溺，应该会上瘾。

可是我似乎也没有机会了。真的好遗憾好遗憾...

God

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you
Just to be with you, yeah
You

最近，爱上了这首歌。David Archuleta的歌。

我想也不多人认识他。如果没记错的话，他是American Idol。

我被这首歌吸引，是因为我听到God这个字。

之后，仔细听听，旋律真的挺像圣歌的。可是这首是关于爱情的。

不知怎么搞的，最近真的满上提到上帝的。上年被影响，还没有那么深。

我想是因为太空闲了。也或许God has found His way to lead me.

看...我都说严重了的咯。 =.= 拜你所赐。可是，我感激你。

希望一直这样保持下去...

Routine

只是一天没写部落格，就被别人催促了。催命符似的。 =.=

下次做事，还是不要那么routine，免得被催。 =.= 赶功课咩？=.=

我很多时间都在想，我的生活，会不会和现在那一党，格格不入？

我总是在追求名牌和设计很款的物品。

而我的朋友们，却不会。反倒以前那党，倒比较接近。

现在的朋友只要好看，实用就可以了。

不像我，我可是要考虑很多方面的。

我只是买一架笔记型电脑而已，就一直被攻击。

现在又不是只是我用那款笔电。 =.=

被Leong说：“Always branded”。

被Hkf说“败家”。

被Lat说“She is like that d ba. Not expensive dont buy d”。

被Leong说，真的挺冤枉的。我只是说我要买Bronze色的东西。

就是这样被她说“时常名牌”了。 =.=

被说成这样，感觉如何？没有感觉。

因为每个人追求的目标都不一样。

而我的目标就是，名牌和designed goods。

赚钱都是用的啦。不然你赚钱干嘛？看哦？ =.=

Hkf的排行榜：Money, Family, Friends, Love, Pets

我只是稍稍不同：Branded, Family, Love & Friends

如果说朋友可以超越爱情，挺不可能。

最多并排而已。Fah,你是不是真的那么重友轻色哦？

不要骗啦。看你样子就知道重色情友的。Lol.

爱情

有时我真的觉得爱情，真的很莫名其妙。

更正。爱情并不莫名其妙。可是爱情可以让人变得莫名其妙。

我认识的人当中，我相信，都被爱情困扰过吧？

最近真的有太多的例子，让我真的很莫名其妙！

一个朋友，明明已经被软性拒绝，可是依然不死心。

一个朋友，明明都已经不可能，可是依然奢望着。 =.=

一个朋友，明明已经伤了别人的心，可是还想保持着互动。是发梦吗？ =.=

幸好我已决定让自己暂时不给爱情困扰。

或许是没有心情吧。也或许现在不是适合的时刻说爱情。

四年。我给自己四年的时间。到时，应该是适合的时间谈爱情了吧。

嗯...那时我是23岁。不错。还年轻。哈哈。

Cellar

最近，我发觉我改变了一个习惯。

我竟然会改掉这个习惯，好不可思议的感觉。

以前，我总是抱着我的电话sms。

可是最近没有了。每次有事情问，都想打电话。不再是sms了。

I'm not cellar anymore. Yeah~

现在会觉得sms会疲倦。我是受了你的影响吗？

如果是这样的话，真的不懂应该开心还是悲哀。

生日

我觉得我患上了燥郁症。 =.= 最好不要和我说Matric有多好。

我觉得我真的会拿刀砍人。我都不懂那里有什么好。

X的，我牺牲了那么多。换来的，我只能祈祷是值得的。不然， =.=


最近，生日的很多。我已经为我的生日打算好了。

查了日历，我的生日是星期五。 =.= 最接近周日，却在周日之前。闷。

那，我就要在前一个礼拜，先买定我的蛋糕。会不会发臭啊？ =.=

虽然是有朋友在身边，可是我还是希望，照我的计划过。

在生日之前的周末，先买一个cupcake，再买蜡烛。

生日当天呢，就坐在我的床上，握着cupcake，laptop播放着“祝我生日快乐”。

歌播完了，就吹蜡烛。可是我怕歌还没播完，蜡烛就烧完了。lol

会不会有种很孤单、凄惨的感觉？我就是喜欢这样。超爽的。哈哈。

Ceci，如果你要post laju礼物给我，我ok的。

可是我不知道地址是什么耶。哈哈。

NightMare

昨晚，在参加完Cky的生日派对，回家check了一下blog。

再看了一下书，就睡觉了。CKy，你要感谢Ceci。因为是她策划的。

虽然之后，还有别人帮她收尾。真是“大头虾”的。 :P

睡觉之前，我满脑子都是Matric。我唯一反应就是“我很怕”。 =.=

我忽然，很想抱着你。我记得我是有话说的。可是现在忘了。 =.=

我决定了追着你的步伐走。虽然有满满的信心，可是毕竟...不知该怎么说。

进Matric之前，想听见你的声音，感觉好想念。

=.= 想念声音。自己也觉得很喳到。

嗨...都不懂为什么要进Matric，想到都觉得烦。

很爱进那些人简直是变态的。 =.=

今天

今天，一大早，就和Xj和Ckk到学校去。他们去certify文件。我却很悠闲。

看见Puan Tan里的Mic，忽然很怀念。以前总是听见deng deng deng deng的声音。

每次都觉得很搞笑。也总是骚扰着我们上课。

Certify后，就要去买礼物了。Ckk死都不要跟我们去。就只剩我和Xj了。

我进去，第一件事情就是看我需要买给Ceci的东西。

大概目标锁定好了。就选其他的。我们一直在绕啊绕的。不懂要买什么。

到最后，终于选好了。还钱的时候，我忽然觉得我的钱包瘦了很多。 =.=

幸好我有带够cash，不然都不懂该怎么买。

也跟Xj去吃了午餐，在买一些东西。用了好多钱。 =.=

下午，也开始着手搞Ceci的礼物了。我在计算着，我到底该用多少时间。

一边准备，就一边很兴奋。因为，突然之间，脑袋蹦出了很多点子。

哈！够资格当一个好女朋友了。 :P

今天，意外地听见你的声音，我根本就没有预估到。

好想念的感觉。也好好好好好好久没跟你见面了。

算了。最后我会选择遗忘还是什么，我也没有概念。

今天听到Xj的朋友说，真爱需要时间。很喳到的感觉。 =.=

淹没

我的思绪，似乎被很多很多事情淹没了。

无时无刻都要想很多很多的事情。

可是我却连我在想些什么，都没有头绪。

挺悲哀的。我就快离开我的家了。

看着月历，日子一天一天地减短。

感觉，就好像有无形巨浪向我袭来。

我就剩下两个星期多一点。

我一直被催眠，一年而已嘛。我也是这么想。

这条路，没有回转了。即使我有再多的钱，也没有用。

Lat说，Matric是逃不脱的。除非你得到奖学金。

无所谓啦。选择了，也不打算后悔。

高三

好几天都没睡好，很不爽。如果我读高三，我根本不用这么烦。

在熟悉的环境，有认识的老师，怀念着以前美好的一切。

光想，就觉得很爽。这四个月来，我想了很多我要高三做的事情。

我要参加 Science Camp 和 Science Week。就觉得很好玩。

可是，我都不能参加了啦。真遗憾。 T.T

接下来，我有很多很多事情需要烦。我有好多好多的事情都没做。

如果我读高三，根本就不用那么赶。很烦啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

看着时间滴答滴答得走，我能做仿佛不多。我只能任由烦恼不断地席卷着我的脑袋。

彼此都要分开了。保重啊。我，Lyf 和 Fah都是同一天飞。好巧。

可是不巧的是，三个都不同班机。超有型的。 :D

Decision

Stop fooling around le. Have to announce my decision ler.

Those people keep on asking me. So the annoyed. :P

I decided to study at Matric. Dont ask me for the reason. No why indeed.

Maybe, the reason attracted me to stay, not that strong anymore.

4 years time, how many things will change? I wonder..

Will I persist? I started to doubt it, since I chose to study at Matric.

Anything will change. I hate this fact but I cant deny it.

*Suddenly got the feel to move my blog again.

I dont like so many people to read my blog. The feel is so damn weird.

Shut~

四周围的人，拚命地告诉我Matric好。很烦。

可以不要再说了吗？我都快要19岁了。我知道自己在干嘛。

有站在我立场想过吗？算了。我也不需要别人替我想。

不要吵我就足够了。意见我听够了。分析能力我有。很多。 =.=

我需要睡觉。好好睡一觉。几天我都很早起身。

困死了。Zzz...

Matriculation

This morning, I went to Xj's house as scheduled.

We are having our gathering again. We played a lot of thing. =.=

Around 8.45am, I suggested we should check for our matriculation.

Then Xj was so high and shouted :" YA HOH?!"

At 1st, she checked her status and bear's.

After that, she asked for mine. I said, check Lyf's 1st.

Lyf was accepted. So on, we checked mine.

Xj laughed and shouted so loud. Was she mad?? I wondered who was accepted. =.=

Conclusion, I was accepted. I was calm and peace.

Didnt go crazy as i thought. I wonder why.

The bumi that I know all are being accepted, Lyf and Bobo.

While non-bumi, all failed. Pity lo.. Haha.

Hmm.. Lyf wont go but Bobo threaten me that she is holding my fate.

Haha~ Study your A level la. :P

I should miss you. But I didnt. =.=

I lose a lot of thing if I enter matric. Seet, how am I going to prepare your present?

Hai.. Feel so bored. How am I going to buy those thing. Damn.

I am now missing my phone and wonder why I didnt miss you.

Haha. While I was wondering why I didnt miss you, I was actually missing you right? :D

All these seems like not important anymore.

If my dad promise to buy a Hp dv3600 for me, I think I will be more happy and willing to go for matric. :P

At last, I didnt persist my decision. I feel sorry because I dont care much bout love.

Pathetic. While my friends are obsessed with love, I am obsessed with branded and designed goods. :D

MATERIALISM!!! Cheh.. You care o? Haha.

转折点

我在等待着一个生命的转折点。

好无奈的等待。好耐人寻味。

自己的前途，却靠别人来决定。

很扯，也很不爽。

我不会让我自己被打败。加油啊！

睡觉

不晓得，多少人是有起床气的呢？我知道我绝对是其中一个。

每次早上，都超不想讲话。一直到学校，非得到课室不再是死气沉沉的状态，才会开口说话。

反正招呼也不想打就对了。而且大家也习惯了这种模式。

记得那天遇到Cky，大家在聊camp的事情。

说Cky，在别人都在忙的时候，她却在睡觉。

我就问Lyf，你干嘛不挖她起身啊？Lyf就说，反正醒了她也会发脾气。算了。 =.=

Cky就说，有人试过挖她起身看电视之类的。我猜那个人一定是Asy。

只有Asy才治得了Cky。别人不行的啦。 :D

可是，别人挖你起身就为了看电视？未免太奇怪了吧？

如果是有人挖我起身看电视，我肯定抓狂。

你说因为有事要帮忙，还好。起身看电视？光想就觉得很醉。

不晓得大家的睡姿又是怎样的呢？是很斯文还是很粗鲁啊？

我记得大家在高二的时候，很喜欢在课室睡觉。

就连平时很少在课室睡觉的我，都睡了无数次。

有一次，我都忘了是什么原因，Ykv走来我们的课室。

他看到一个人睡觉，说很像猪。 =.= 来捣蛋已经够了，还来讽刺别人。 =.=

为保名誉，还是不要说是谁。嘻嘻。

自此之后，我睡觉就一定盖住我整个脸。其实，以前就已经是这样。:D

应该是光太刺眼还怎样的。反正不盖住，睡不着就对了。

还记得有一次，我在发呆。一大早的，习惯性地不是睡觉就是发呆。

Hkf忽然起来，伸懒腰。不懂是什么原因，他竟然问我，是不是很可爱咧？ =.=

Za dao lo. 哪里有人那么爱的哦？

是厚？他不爱都不叫Hkf啦。哈哈。自恋万岁！ XD

Form 5 or SPM?

Just now, my friend told me that, life of form 5 is sucks.

I answered her, spm is sucks. Life of form 5 is ok.

But after that.. I though bout this question.

Life of form 5 sucks or spm sucks? Hmm... I wonder.

I remember that, my life in form 5 is really packed. Full of tuition. =.=

Tues : 1.50 pm - 2.50 pm  Est extra class

Wed : 4.00 pm - 5.30 pm  Malay tuition   
           7.00 pm - 9.00 pm   Bio tuition

Thurs : 2.00 pm - 3.30 pm   Kokum
              3.45 pm - 5.15 pm   Add Maths tuition

Fri : 12.30 pm - 2.00 pm   Add Maths tuition
         2.30 pm - 4.30 pm   Phy tuition
         7.00 pm - 9.00 pm    Malay tuition

Sat : 9.00 am - 12.00 pm   Eng tuition

Sun : 12.00 pm - 2.00 pm    Che tuition

So many tuition. Bored. =.= I really felt relieve when teacher announced that tuition class is cancelled. Syiok nye.. XD

However, I think my schedule was tight, not because of those tuition. 

But those incident happened around me everyday.

Those unhappy issue, annoying issue, argue issue. Walao.. Many of them.

I remember that I almost had a fight with my friend. Just because of jealousy and misunderstanding. Idiot.. =.=

Maybe life of form 5 was busy, that caused bad temper among us.

But overall, I get extra happy, so God gave me extra unhappy also.

I'll appreciate every memory that my given by my friends. Stay cheers. :D

Love

Love is never noble but selfish.

Love makes me miserable. Love makes me pathetic.

Love makes me irrational. So I cant stop myself from hurting you.

I always regret but I can do nothing to change the fact.

If sorry can cure it, I will say unlimited sorry to you.

Or actually you dont care? At all?

Theory state that, you have to fall in love in order to forget your ex.

For me, that is idiot. Are you asking me to dig a new hole and jump inside instead of the old 1?

Conclusion : Love is unavoidable although you hate it.

Worship

今早，一大早就要起身，去教堂。 =.= 6.30 am. =.=

昨晚，我和我朋友说，我要去教堂worship，她整个就是爽。 =.=

因为她每次拉我去教堂，我都拒绝的。哈哈。

因为一大早的，肯定没胃口。所以我就没吃了。

可是最大吃的两个人，Lyf和Xj竟然share一碗面。哇～！奇景。 :P

8 am到了，worship也要开始了。我椅子没坐暖，我就收到讯息。

我瞄了瞄来者，该死的。我知道一封安慰的讯息很重要。

一个人，伤心的时候，是绝对需要旁人的支持的。

可是，我在worship咧？不管了。帮助人应该比赞美比较重要吧？

然后我旁边两个一直就在指责我，你是不是基督徒来的哦？ =.=

你管哦？:D 加上，我其实是一个反仪式主义者。

反正所有仪式我都觉得莫名其妙就对了。

所以那么多年，我不大去worship，就是这样的原因。

10 am了，是时候离开了。我们“夹”了Lyf到Giant去。她超不甘愿的。

在那里，我们竟然遇见了好久好久不见的Cky。哈哈。挺开心的。

之后就在Pizza Hut花费了RM16。我觉得还好，反正出街都这样。

难得在一起，还遇到Cky耶。之后我们就到Xj家去聊天。

聊了很多很多。之间还发生了Pink News。Lyf的绯闻来找她了。

所以我们就借用Lyf的名义，和他聊天。超好玩的啦。

Xj变身手铐，拷住Lyf的手，免得她有机会去碰电脑。

我呢，就变身墙壁。我相信只有我才能挡到她吧？

后来我真的变墙壁了，Lyf靠我靠得挺爽的。身上的一半重量，都在我这边吧？ =.=

Xj，不要告诉你也在靠着Lyf哦？ =.= 两个人的重量。

Lat则负责打字。吸收我们的意见，再打出来。

我们搞得很像运动了很久一样。都在喘。Cky呢，就爽爽在那里看戏。

一份力都没有出哦。 =.= 我们累毙了。她竟然在享受。 =.=

就这样闹了一天。所以我就没有上网了。没想到，Ceci竟然在想念我。哈哈。

真的要换手机了。自从上次电池膨胀，换了之后，功能就没有那么好了。

昨天稍稍sms了一会，今天又一会。就这样没电了。真的受不了。

可是我得等Matric的confirmation，很sien的啦。 =.=

说真的，也很久没有连续性地sms了。I am not a cellar anymore. Hahaha.

Dream

I dreamt previous night. What a nightmare. It woke me up in horror.

The characters in my dream included Tzy, Yean, Fah, Ckk, Xj and no more.

I wonder where have Ceci, Lat and Lyf been.

I saw a lot of my ex classmate. But I cant remember who they are.

We were studying in pre-U. I think is matric since someone talked bout it in dream.

What the.. Matric. =.= 

All of us were sitting inside a theatre. I asked what course did they take.

Yean told me something start with electronic. Ckk and I took foundation in science.

Fah attented most of the classes with us, but he took a different course. Bizarre.

Xj quit matric because she wanna go overseas.

The part I hate most is I found that the lecturer is the worst english teacher I ever had.

Damn it.. =.= After that part, I was awoken.

I dont know why I was so horrify. I feel like dont wanna step in Sung Siew anymore. =.=

Because of that jerk. =.= After that, I cant sleep well.

I never hate a teacher that much. Ruined my decent night. Damn.

Worry

=.= My Chinese Star is down AGAIN. T.T 

Now, I know that FZD disease is contagious. Xj, you are the carrier. =.= So, I hate you. lol

I am obsessed with you. But I know that I'm curable. Now I'm only under an abnormal circumstance.

Unlike Xj, there is even a "BEAR" carved on her forehead.

Notice :

Any suspicious bout Miss Teresa's searching for our telephone number is clear.

She did want to ask us to attend her wedding. 

HOWEVER, it's only under my friend's request. =.=

Fah and I were wonder when had us become so VIP. In fact, reality is cruel. T.T

When I was watching tv yesterday, I was mesmerized by 1 sentence so abrubtly.

I can say no more that she was she and I was I.

Like this sentence so much..

Chat

Yesterday night, I spent many of my time chatting with my friends.

Ew.. I hate typing english in my blog. =.=

I chatted with 3 other person since that noisiest person in sour cream is absent.

At 10.29pm, Fah said that he needed to sleep cause he was sleepy.

Then he request us to buy a big big winnie the pooh for him as birthday present.

Wa~ I think Ceci will take it back home instead of giving to Fah. lol

You promised to bring it to Kl by hugging it is it? Deal? Haha.

Another friend that chatting with me, said that Miss Teresa was looking for graduated students' phone number.

I was thinking... Why she needs graduated students' phone number?

My friend told me that they were talking bout wedding that time.

Wa~ That good ah? Give invitation to us? Real or not o? lol

So I told Fah, but I didnt sure those graduated students included who.

Therefore, Fah complaint that Miss Teresa "mou leong sem".

For sure that graduated students included me, cause she was chatting with my friend. Wahaha~

I'm really suspicious of teacher's motive of asking for our phone number. Hmm..

Because of wedding? I doubt it.. By the way, how many table is reserved for us? lol

Yet Fah havent sleep until I reminded him at 10.53pm. Played pm so high hah? :P

I really like observant person. You need not tell him/her much to know bout your habit.

My sleeping time was observed by 1 of my friends. Being reminded to sleep. :D

I think I have to practise my observative more so that it wont rust.

Observant is really useful. You will get to know something before other do.

Take Care

I often got news about you accidentally. I really didnt mean it. 

The only thing I wanna say is, take good care of yourself. God bless you.

I knew you slept so early for some reason. =.= 

By the way, you are so DAMN stubborn. =.=

情

有时候，真的觉得做我的朋友会比情人好。

太多的在乎，往往带来的都是伤害。

尤其我的占有欲，不是普通的强。戒不了了。

或许，这是我选择待在原地的原因。

我不想你的伤害，是我亲手造成的。这样我会很恨我自己。

我觉得这世界上是有Love Drugs，只是它是无形的。

某人说她有constant supply。所以不必害怕detox的痛苦。

对。戒毒真的很辛苦，可是，你要有意志力。

只要你肯，没什么办不到的。

昨天，我听朋友说喜欢浪漫。因为星座。 =.=

好烂的理由。可是不能否认，的确有人特别喜欢。

浪漫有分两种，生活以及惊喜。

Xj的最新的部落格，就是生活的浪漫。

惊喜的，看电视你就可以知道很多很多。

给我选择的话，我会选平淡。我觉得平淡是永久的秘诀。

因为我不喜欢浪费太多的时间在无谓的惊喜上面。

我办得到，不代表我愿意去。再喜欢那个人也没有用。

惊喜再浪费时间了。并且人生，不只有爱情。

昨天，我唯一的信念又开始动摇了。

我好害怕。可以想象吗？

你一直往着一个目标冲。可是在最关键的时候，你质疑了。

那种情形，比见鬼还恐怖。虽然我是没见过。 :P

以前我只需花一个睡眠就可以解决这种情况。

可是现在...是时候该彻底地想想了。

课业

今年的短期内，我被两个人说我长气。 =.=

还被说“阿嫂”。 =.= 当然，两个都是后辈。

我唠叨的都是课业的事情。

同辈的，我才不得空去管他们咧。:P

大家“甘高甘大”，还要人教哦？

毕业后，真的有点变态。看见别人读书就特别爽。

因为我们不用读嘛。哈哈。暂时而已啦。

记得我们还一直逼Xj的弟弟读书。超变态的。 Lol.

说真的，如果叫我读回高二，我ok。

可是叫我考回SPM，我睬你都傻。

漫长的二十天，都不是人过的。

拚命地告诉自己，不可以垮下来。生病也要敖。 =.=

还有最后一天考Account。 =.= 温习时间特别长。好恐怖哦！

不是讲讨厌考试。而是二十天。 =.= 

想起都觉得恶心想吐...

事件

昨天，发生了一件事情。我没多震憾。

只是它往我心湖里，丢了一颗石头。泛起涟漪不断。

我很庆幸，昨晚我很忙。根本没有时间去想到我的部分。

事隔那么久，我本已忘记。现在又被动地重新想起了。

同一天内，我听了两次“假”。刚开始的时候，还没有什么。

可是后来仔细想想，是否曾经我也被这样说过？ =.=

很想骂浑蛋，可是却心虚地觉得在骂自己。 =.=

我一直在想，到底是什么原因触动这件事件。我想不通。

也尝试过去问，可是我得不到答案。算了...等一切淡了下来，再讨论。

我也很庆幸事情过了那么久，我所有的感觉都已经麻木。

我真的不想再去经历我用了一年时间去克服的问题。

我也庆幸我可以以我经验作为朋友的照明灯。

I'll always be there whenever you need me...

最近的我，颓废了很多。

心情一直不好，食欲减少了很多。

少了朋友，不想和陌生人说话。

少了你，不想花心机去打扮。

这样的情形会维持多久？我其实一直在等。

自恋

我的朋友，很多都是自恋的家伙。他们让我看清我自己，一样也很自恋。

他们的症状其实都挺严重的。更明确地说，病入膏肓。

送给心理医生就诊，简直会被诊断无药可救，医回也浪费医药费。lol

自恋有很多种，我有3个朋友可是超爱他们的外貌的。

首当其冲，当然是每天讲自己帅、可爱的Fah啦。

再来就是Yean了。最近，挺少见到她。自恋程度是否依然那么强呢？

近期，我怀疑被传染自恋症的Ceci，病情逐渐严重。有救吗？I doubt it. lol

我承认我也很自恋，可是我自恋的地方和他们不一样。

有什么不一样？了解我的人，自个儿猜。哈哈。

可是后来，我发现了另外一种自恋，就是自暗恋。

这一种就是藏着来自恋的。不容易发觉。是谁？哈哈。Lat. 哈？！

有很出奇吗？他常常自夸的啦。我忽视不代表我不知道。哈哈。

似乎自恋症会传染哦。要小心为妙。


×今天，发生了一件令我很惊讶的事情。

这件事件改变了我对爱情的看法。

一时之间，我真的不懂得该怎么去处理。

看着我的朋友，虽然我很想，可是我却不能怪她。

自己也做过一样的事情，有什么资格去怪别人？

Easter celebration

I went to school today. Because Miss Chong invited me to watch the Easter celebration.

Since that she asked me to invite others to go, then i did so.

After a short while, I notice that she was advertising Easter celebration everywhere.

Need that oi or not o? lol. Shh.. Dont let her know. I'm too young to be dead. lol

I arrived at school by 8.30am. I was so terrified. So many juniors were there. =.=

We waited for 20 minutes, the show started. They sang first.

The girl, I saw her before in Stress Surviver. So short. =.= Cant see la. Lol.

The show was boring. =.= Cant attract me to stand there and watch. Hot lah.. =.=

We went to Bilik Ketua Bidang there. But Miss Teresa was still drinking tea at canteen.

So bad la those teachers. Dont support school activity. Lol.

Before recess, we were chatting with Miss Teresa. Whole gang of us. 

Ui? Why I let Fah sat the only chair? Yer.. He dont study form 6 d la. Get lost! Lol.

Sorry Miss Chong. I planned to watch the whole performance.

But very hot. And no star service lo. No place for us to sit. Lousy.  :P

So I was busy chatting with teachers, Miss Chang and Miss Teresa.

Miss Teresa's skill has increased. Always can continue although we tease her. Geng wo. Haha.

Before we left, we were fooling around at astaka.

Fah was caught to record 1 video, as a birthday surprise for Tan Pui Lei. Like superstar. Lol.

I said Hi to Mr Bernard but he was so shock when he saw Fah.

So we went near and ask why, Mr Bernard said Fah look like a GIRL. Hahahahaha. 

Girl?! The 1 who always claim himself handsome, got hurted? LOL.

I met Miss Laurence and said Hi too. She asked me why I came.

I went to watch celebration lo. She asked that you come after it is finished?

What o? I came bout 8.30am d wo. I didnt go near and watch only ma. Haha.

There were so many new teachers there. We were so 38 and look at them like they are some sort of rare creature. Haha.

After school, we went pc fair. Fah meant to buy a laptop. He is so bad taste la. Chose a lousy laptop than a nice laptop. Lol.

I think if I go matric, I'll buy a Hp too. Depends on how much budget my dad give me. 

I wanted to buy a webcam. But the webcam offered at pc fair look stupid la. Human shape? =.=

5 megapixel. WA~! Then my mom can see me so damn clearly when I go matric lo? lol

The day ended so fast. I hope I can study form 6, then I m free to go anywhere. Hai..

*It is glad to meet you today. Although just a smile, it's more than enough for me.

It's good to know that you are fine.. :D

Love

I really regret that previous night i online for half an hour only. =.=

I should be more persist. I just let a good chance wasted. What an idiot. 

I was discussing bout flower-hearted with my friend.

What a topic. It's all bout me, isnt' it? Lol.

My friend said that, love is like investment, never put all the eggs in a basket.

So we should practise flower-hearted before we have an actual target.

What theory is this?! But I cant deny that. It's logic. 

You have the right to choose the way your love to be.

Recently, I'm totally annoyed by those debts.

I owe somebody Vedablu ice cream. I owe another body a meal.

And dozens of people's birthday on april and may.

Cky, Sxy, Lyf, Hkf. Walao~! 4 of them?!

Seet, yours annoyed me the most. I've only finished the idea part. =.=

The preparation part I have to catch somebody to accompany me.

But I have no idea who'll be that person. =.=

I think I'll take chance to clear my ice cream debts.

And yet, the processing part will be the most annoying.

Grr.. So damn annoying. 

Those who is having a date, dont you think dating is troublesome?

Birthday, Valentine's day and all sorts of anniversary.

I'm capable to think but doesnt mean that I'm willing to do all these.

Ew~! Nightmare..

April Fool

最近想了很多。反正放假嘛，没什么事干。

我就知道我不可以想太多。因为挺喜欢钻牛角尖的。

一直在想着一个问题，什么是好伴侣，什么是好情侣。

我问了几个人，答案也挺没力的。

Xj：我是以结婚为前提的，所以没什么分别。

Lat没说什么关于那个。只是说他自己是好情侣。 *Bler..*

网友：好情侣是体贴，好伴侣是顾家。

Lyf：一个结了婚，一个没结婚咯。

Lyf的答案我整个就是榨到。可是她也没错，不能怪她。

Lat说是我问错问题。Ok lo..我的错。可是改了问题，她还是没答。 =.=

我个人认为好情侣是常常准备一些惊喜的。

好伴侣呢，则是很体贴的。会知道你需要一些什么。

所以我绝对反对Lat说他是好情侣，因为我知道他不会准备惊喜。

一份惊喜需要很多的心机以及时间。他最好会花时间在上头。

我知道我不会是一个好情侣，因为我不会常常准备惊喜。

还小啊？有那么得空哦？ =.= 一年一次已经够吃力了。

点子是有，可是准备功夫很费时费力。加上，我不是浪漫型的。

×今天是第一个愚人节我不在学校度过的。

虽然已经很久没愚人了，可是还是很想念以前的白痴。